I wanted to go and see you but all the fur-reaking tickets are sold out. I am not happy, and wish for you to come and give me a private show. I'll give you my hermit crabs as a gift if you do.
*sighs*
In other news I got SO LOST coming home from Warners Bay today it was quite funny, although the trip was nice and scenic? Yes.. the trip was definately nice and scenic.... flirtacious and scenic.... HOT and scenic. Ok I give up, basically I went and saw someone really cool today and he is nice :).
I feel obliged to talk about my lack of feelings about going to "try" and see him tomorrow. I really don't know what to expect. It's like I miss him, but then I think of all the awkward memories and browse through myspace pictures and think that it just wasn't for me. And it's taken me all this time to realise that it really wasn't and I shouldn't have been so wanting in the first place. The time ticks on and the memories fade, he fades. And others have popped up suddenly gone in a tick, but he has still remained. But I know now that this vision is just something that I wish I still had, but immediately when I have it I don't want it. That's when I realised that I have to let go, loosen the seconds metaphorically, for time still has the ultimatum.
Besides I think I've found someone else? :). I think he is more for me, more MATURE for me :).
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